~Prince-Poison

School starts Monday. I'm not to happy. But it is my last year, so thats pretty cool. I got my schedule already and I have chorus all year. YAY!! And I made officer in chorus for this year. I'm half of the web master team.

I'm currently at my grandparents. They left today (Thursday) for Pennsylvania so I'm house sitting. It turns out my poppop has very early stages of prostate cancer. I'm kind of scared but they said everything should be ok because they caught it so early. But they wanted to go see the rest of the family before he has surgery,

I haven't had to talk to my mom in months, and I wouldn't have it any other way. My medication is working out great. I haven't had any problems with anxiety. Its been so nice. I haven't felt this good in a while.

Though I'm not sure if I'm happy because of the medication or if it is because the medication is just making me feel the way I should. But oh well. I'll just deal with it. I don't like the way I feel without it.

The last book in my twilight series came out! I was so excited. Me and my friend drove to Ocala (30 min away) to buy it at 12 am when it came out. Then we sat up until 6 in the morning reading. It turned out amazing. I'm so excited! XD

I haven't been able to write in a while. Just haven't had the urge. But I hope to start again sometime soon. Just have to wait and see.

Oh, and can I get you guys to go here please?

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lol hello everyone!!! I've missed you all. So much stuff has been happening. I can't wait until my life calms down.

So I had a boyfriend for about 3 weeks. But he was to young and got on my nerves a bit. So we broke up. I'm not to upset.

I got back from Pennsylvania about 3 weeks ago. I got to see my new niece Keirrah. I'll put up a pic.

I got my report card!!!! I got an A in American History!!!!! I'm so excited.

I'm still on my medication and am happier than ever. Its really nice to have stable emotions. And I haven't had a single problem with anxiety in months. I have to go back to the doctor for a check up next month and we will see what happens.

I've decided after I graduate I'm moving to P.a. with my sister. I'll have a free place to live while I got to college and I can get a better paying job. Plus it will be nice to be around my family.

I haven't talked to my mom in months, and I'm not complaining. I've decided that I have no parents and I am perfectly ok with that.

My best friend and her boyfriend live with me now. We are working on saving up to rent a place.

I'm STILL working at Taco Bell. Been there almost two years! But I love the people I work with.

The newest addition the the Twilight series comes out soon!!! August 2nd! I can't wait.

And I think that might be all. So whats going on with you guys?

Oh, and can I get you guys to go here please?

[link] Thanks!!!!



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I keep saying I'm back, then poof, I'm gone a few more weeks. I've just been so busy. So much has happened.


I have officially crossed the line into stereo type land. Where bleach blonds giggle and talk about nothing but shoes, and rednecks talk with that annoying accent and kiss their sisters.

I'm terrified.

I was bad enough being quite and shy. But then I added the dark cloths and eyeliner.

I was getting closer.

Not to mention my already morbid personality that could make an extremely positive person realize their precious silver lining is corroded and decayed. Or my amazing ability to shatter someones hopes with a mere glance. That had me insight of this horrible place.

But kids I have topped it off.

I, Michael C. Lyons, am on Anti-depressants. To treat depression and my little anxiety problem. Oh, and I have to go see a shrink. Yay, me!

I'm going to be such a happy person. I have enough meds to last me a year....

The anxiety got bad. It was to the point where I was getting chest pains all of the time. It really sucked.

I've officially come to terms with something huge recently. I hope none of you will judge me for it, but I feel pretty confident that you will all understand.

I'm gay.

(insert nervous laughter)

I'm sure some of you may have guessed. But it was still hard for me to say. My now ex-girlfriend knows. She took it better than I did.

And my other close friends know, but no one else. I'm not ready for that yet.

I've been working like crazy, I work a 14 hour shift tomorrow. Yay! And I have to work 6-2 a.m. today.

And I'm hungry. I want a cheese burger. Yum, cheese burger (drools)

So any how, I have to get ready for work. I promise to be on here more often.

BYE!!!!

So hello all. As I'm sure you all remember I was always having problems with my car. Well, as of Friday, I have a new one. A 99 Pontiac Sunfire, 2 door, black. I'm in love with this car! And its a good thing I got it. The day I went to get it on the road my other car died on me. Sp YAY!


I know I have been away for a while, but between school and work, I haven't had much free time. But we have a week off from school, so yay, free time. XD

As of Feb. 1st I have a baby niece, I'm not sure if I told you yet. But she is adorable. I leave for Pennsylvania June 7th and I'll be there for three weeks.

They pushed back our school year this year. Its lame, instead of going back to school in August we went back in Sep. And now we get out June 6th, instead of late may. My birthday is June 5th. So now I get to take final exams on my birthday. Happy birthday to me.


I've been working really hard at school too. Before, when all of that stuff was happening with my mom, I let my grades slip. I ended up failing a quarter of my history class, and chemistry. But now I have almost straight A's! I have a C in math. But thats ok, I hate math.

I've let my deviations build up to a ridiculous number. So I'm going through and only look at the one from people I talk to all of the time. It was at 1,189 deviations. Right now I'm down to 127. Still a lot.

Only 2 months of school left! and two months till I'm 18! I feel so old.

Sorry to be gone for so long. Everything just got so complicated, I didn't really have the will to do anything but school and work. But here I am, and I'm scared. I currently have 696 deviations, and 197 journals to go through. But I promise to do it!!!!


Maybe -_-"


Everything has sorta quited down, I'm now living full time with the Gps (grandparents). And it is actually pretty nice. The basically let me do as I please. As long as I go to school, and keep my grades up, I'm free to go. It helps that they trust me.


My older sister had her baby on Feb. 1st, 6:15 a.m.
Her name is Keirrah Lynn Whitman, (Not positive on the last name). And I'm going up to P.a. at the end of march to see them!

I'm dying my hair purple tomorrow, thats gonna be fun! I'll post pictures.

Other than that not to much. When I have free time I'll post a new journal giving more details on what went on with my mom and I. but till then you'll just have to wait XD.