I'm such a horrible person
Journal Entry: Fri May 9, 2008, 2:34 PM
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Tired - Listening to: Apologize- one republic
- Reading: twilight - again
- Drinking: Sprite
I keep saying I'm back, then poof, I'm gone a few more weeks. I've just been so busy. So much has happened.
I have officially crossed the line into stereo type land. Where bleach blonds giggle and talk about nothing but shoes, and rednecks talk with that annoying accent and kiss their sisters.
I'm terrified.
I was bad enough being quite and shy. But then I added the dark cloths and eyeliner.
I was getting closer.
Not to mention my already morbid personality that could make an extremely positive person realize their precious silver lining is corroded and decayed. Or my amazing ability to shatter someones hopes with a mere glance. That had me insight of this horrible place.
But kids I have topped it off.
I, Michael C. Lyons, am on Anti-depressants. To treat depression and my little anxiety problem. Oh, and I have to go see a shrink. Yay, me!
I'm going to be such a happy person. I have enough meds to last me a year....
The anxiety got bad. It was to the point where I was getting chest pains all of the time. It really sucked.
I've officially come to terms with something huge recently. I hope none of you will judge me for it, but I feel pretty confident that you will all understand.
I'm gay.
(insert nervous laughter)
I'm sure some of you may have guessed. But it was still hard for me to say. My now ex-girlfriend knows. She took it better than I did.
And my other close friends know, but no one else. I'm not ready for that yet.
I've been working like crazy, I work a 14 hour shift tomorrow. Yay! And I have to work 6-2 a.m. today.
And I'm hungry. I want a cheese burger. Yum, cheese burger (drools)
So any how, I have to get ready for work. I promise to be on here more often.
BYE!!!!
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